Friday, December 31, 2010

Auld Lang Syne!

Dear Beautiful readers,

I seriously love this youtube clip. Enjoy...
P/S: In line with the New Year's celebration...

Happy New Year 2011

Dear Beautiful readers,

It's the time again! Wishing everyone a happy new year and many happy returns!

How crazy the year will be (especially for me), i am hoping and praying that I can face the challenges, no matter what.

I will not bore you guys with a long list of new year resolutions, definitely (i will keep it to myself, he he he..)

Take care everyone!

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Di Ambang 2010

Dear Beautiful Readers,

Hi! it's me again, yes, Me!
What? tak ingat? hmm... sorry for the long silence. Blame the work. Blame the wrong timing.
Blame me! :-)

Whatever it is, pejam celik pejam celik, it's almost the end of 2011. And yes, I think I should take this opportunity to write down what has happened during the 366 days of the year (was 2010, a leap year?)

Hmm...cut it short, let me summarise the happenings, as per the following headings:

a) Work / Career
it was quite a tough time, and yes, my position has been confirmed. This means that I was no longer doing the "charity work" i.e. i have been compensated accordingly based on my position. I have been for the confirmation for almost a year and half but due to some paperworks etc, it was prolonged to some date (and yes, with beautiful increment too!) Yeah, people think that we are still underpaid, but I am not complaining but in fact, i think this is just fate, and more will be coming, InsyaAllah.

Work wise? Hmm...a very challenging year instead (although I think 2o11 will be much more challenging but I have tasted the challenges earlier - the restructuring, the ad hoc activities, the reshuffling of activities, u name's all there, in the pocket of the boss(es). But i won't blame anybody, as there's always light at the end of the tunnel (or is it the train that turning back using the tunnel since it was in the wrong direction, scary!)

I have tasted the late nights at work, working during weekends consecutively (no rest, kinda...sad eh?)

Conclusion: Bigger role, bigger responsibilities!

b) Love department.
Hmm...tough one. I don't what to be elaborated here. But I did have my fair share in this department. Although it's not really love per se, but i do feel good (i.e. the good feelings, in my own world. Org melayu kata "berangan") I thought I had that cinta Ramadhan again. (cinta bulan ramadhan, but sangkaan ku meleset..maybe aku lambat bertindak, chett!)

And well..yes, i did also had a fair share of bad experience. Another threat(s) from immature "kiddo", who didn't really know the real story and also some people that cannot be trusted? why? this life, i better watchout. But i am still hoping that love will be waiting for me in 2011. InsyaAllah..

c) Money, Money, Money!
Hmm...tough one. Sekejap ada, sekejap takde. Probably I am still bad at managing my finances.
Simpan2, kejap2 gali balik...kejap2 kambus balik..Hmm, macam2.
I did also spend on some unnecessary "things"...but well, the damages have been done :-)
Shoes? yes, i did spend on some...couldn't resist...
Plan for 2011? Have to be more discipline! (Note: Aku takde laa sampai tahap perangan cam Rebecca "Becky" Bloomwood of Confession of A Shopaholic...! he he he!)

d) Travel?
Hmm...went to Singapore for the mid year sale (heaven!) and also to Bali in early December (it's a deja vu, i went to Bali on the exact same date that I was supposed to go in the year 2009, but got cancelled of last minute due to some urgent work commitment. Sorry Sid! ;) I went with your bini instead...;)
I was also supposed to leave for London during the xmas week, but i called off the plan earlier due to some last minute "mismanagement of finance". And there's a blessing, the weather is bloody terrible (until now...)

Overall, 2010 is a colourful year indeed (every year has its own colour palette). It's actually up to us to colour it.

I am praying to the Almighty to give me enough strengths to face the challenges (and "threats") in the year 2011, insyaAllah...

Take care everyone!

P/S: Duk kumpul list of New Year Resolutions. Hmm..tapi tak keep track pun. One of them will always be "nak maintain cantik"!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Not at the right state of mind...

Dear beautiful readers,

Yes, i didn't really walk the talk :-(
I thought of managing myself into writing / jotting down few notes on this blog on daily basis...but it's just a mere coincidence that I didn't really have the guts to continue (and sustain..) "interesting" thing happened to me during Diwali weekend.

As usual, for the past few months, I was so tied up with work (i know it sounds boring...but well,'s been very crazy nowadays, working non the extend that i feel i m speechless (and expressionless).

"He came back. Yes, we didn't really have a proper relationship but i still do have feelings on him. But why it's like that famous cookie "skejap takde skejap ada?" whenever that he has problem then he'll come back to me? and with what the other guy did to him badly and he still in deep love with the other guy and DARE to come back to me to share his problem?"

The bottom line that probably i have been used...and my stupidity (and still living in fantasy) makes me feel that I am responsible to assist (to the extend of doing my own ice pack for him to sooth the wound).

He's just not that into you...(enough said!)

Saturday, October 30, 2010

I'm back!

Dear Beautiful readers,

it's been a while. in fact, it's a LONG one! Been running around, like a headless chicken, here and there etc etc.

As a matter of fact, I have been thinking of resuming my blog since past few weeks, but it seems like i couldn't even crafted a single word. Enough said. Period.

As a summary, here are the happenings (past, present and future):

a) Busy, busy, busy (have to lead to different set of teams at work, but i just go with the flow, and not really complaining. I am sure, there's always a blessing!)

b) Turned out to be a coffee drinker (but during the recent week, i haven't had a single coffee at all, yes..that's an achievement!)

c) Feel a bit motivated sometimes at work, probably I have boost up my confidence level (and feels important)

a) Friends? come and go. And yes, i meet a new bunch of friends (not many but i do appreciate their support, in some way or other.) Old friends? yes..well, depends...those with relationships (be it on and off) and those without.

a) Sucks as usual. Why did he come back to me? Bored with the pretty one(s) and yet you dare to come back to ugly duckling?

a) Not planning any major since I have scrapped mine that was planned this coming December (the leave has been approved by my pretty direct boss but well..things might changed -things are getting crazier and crazier at office nowadays)

it's saturday and I am waiting at the car service centre. Yes, it'll take sometimes.
Yeah, i am not complaining..

What should i do next?

Thursday, July 22, 2010


Hello readers,

It's getting tougher and tougher, day by day at work. Sometimes, i feel so scared, but i managed to get through the day smoothly...

It's kinda love-hat relationship. With work i mean. Not with any tom, dick and harry (refer to my previous posting about "love department")

I keep praying and humbly begging from God to give me strengths to face all the challenges. I am supposed to be on leave tomorrow since my sister's coming to KL. Although it has been approved by my boss earlier, it seems like there are a number of stuff to be handled at work. But i managed to tell my boss that I have to be on leave but will always be ready should they need me at work. (but hope not!)

My anak buahs and sis will be coming tomorrow. Hope everything will be fine.

Have a nice day everybody.

Take care!

Monday, July 19, 2010

What a day!

hello readers,

It's Monday. I was a bit "reluctant" to go to work today. not because i am lazy. (i rarely laze around!) but probably i am kinda scared with the fact that i have to see my big boss but the work hasn't really fully completed yet due to some system problem.

But i just go with the flow.

Ended up she has cancelled the meeting to another date, to be confirmed some other time.
My direct boss kinda freaked out as well. But well...

Anyway, i did my best, and was trying my best to assist my hardworking staffs.

Accidentally met SAO at lunch time and we had lunch (and of course, with gossips! haha..i just listen!)

That's all folks!

P/S: Ya Allah, i humbly beg for your forgiveness and some strengths for me to face all the upcoming challenges! Amin.