Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Sabar again..

Dear Beautiful Readers,

Pagi tadi, aku still rasa don't feel like going to work.
Ntah kenapa..

But due to the fact that I have to attend a discussion/meeting with a counterpart from Australia, then aku gagahkan jugak pegi.

It's tough though..

At noon, my boss asked me to follow her for lunch.
Aku dah agak dah..

Well..an hour after that, aku rasa a bit lega, although I still have to carry the burden.

Yes, I have to take the challenge and have to try my very best to face all this (although it's very hard to swallow)

Aku berserah lagi pada-Nya. This is such a big test for me.

Petang tadi before balik, Shaz (colleague aku), datang tegur aku and showed his concern. Another relief for me.

But what else should i do? It's tough to tackle this ONE!

Aku hanya mampu berdoa, and do my best...


Monday, June 29, 2009

Migrate or Not?


Dear Beautiful readers,

Pursuant to my dilemma as "reported" earlier in previous posts, one of the actions taken is whether to migrate or not (gila kan?)

I always have this dream of having the opportunity to work overseas.

Yeah, it's proven that some of my friends/colleagues/acquaintances have this golden opportunity at their hands.

Probably they r luckier than me.

Or probably i have to be patient and bersyukur..

Anyway, back to the issue, i was invited for an appointment with a representative of a Company who's in charge of handling professional migrants to Australia. It sounds good to me..but well, it's not that easy and i really have to think that wisely.

P/S: Thanks to "Abe" who is willing to share and give some advice to me late this evening at work.I really appreciate that. Nati duik consultancy awok tuh kito kao tim denge bendo lain deh? :-) (Korang paham tak aku cakap apa?)

I am in dilemma..

Dear Beautiful readers,

Some of you guys might have already knew the "dilemma" that I am currently facing.
And thanks to those who are willing to listen, lending a shoulder to cry on (although literally I didn't really pinjam their bahu nak nangis..:-))

I am confused.

I am in dilemma.

I don't have mood to be at work.

I don't know what else to do.

The impact is so huge to me, 'till i feel like...ermm...don't feel like going to work, lose my focus and concentration and can't really think wisely.

And this is not me!

I have to re-highlight this again to my boss, as I think she should know the truth.

I feel like quitting because of this..

No!!! Don't be a loser...

Aku hanya mampu berserah and tawakkal.

Alhamdulillah....

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Things that I have done this weekend...(Sambungan)

Dear Beautiful readers,
As promised in my earlier posting, here is the update:
White shirts - for formal events (Kalau ada / being invited laa kan...)


Collared T-shirt (love the colour)

Gila Wii @ home


Things that I have done this weekend...

Dear Beautiful Readers,

Since Herry (adik aku) ada kat sini during the weekends, here are the things that I have done so far, since last nite:

a) Main Wii (hahah...lawan tennis, bowling etc!)
b) Wii Fit...(cheq fit jugak seh...heheh)
c) Shopping..(Pavi and KLCC, here we come!)

Errmm...nanti laa aku paste some of the pics!

Tawakkal

Dear Beautiful Readers,

Thank God that today's Saturday. My lil' bro is here with me and he arrived yesterday. He followed me after work, although I didn't really feel good at work on Friday.

Anyway, I did have a good conversation with my other staff, the junior one. It's all because of her confirmation, and yes we did discuss and should I want to be a bit cruel to her, I can do that...but me being "always mr Nice Guy", instead i boosted up her confidence.

The day went well, until we had the review with the bosses at 5 p.m. Yes, I didn't have a chance to do that since my senior exec had play her roles (thanks for all the conflict that she has created). My boss didn't "tegur" me at all during day..

Was she mad at me?

Were the girls did tell bad things about me (since I got to know they went up for lunch with my boss?)

Probably the boss think that I am actually the one who created this, which is totally NOT!!

Well...i really have to be patient and tawakkal in this case. Whatever people want to say, I still have some few good colleagues and of course, my family.

P/S; Ok jugak adik aku kat sini now, at least aku tak bosan...:-)

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Jom Main! :-)

Dear Beautiful Readers,

I am actually not a "game" person.

But I was tempted to get this Wii! Finally..


Went to Low Yat with ER (thanks for carrying my console though! Hujan renyai2 beb!)

Another shopping trip at Pavi.


Oh, by the way, while having lunch at MK, that "celebrity" was sitting beside our table.He's on TV tonite at 8! :-)

P/S: Thanks ER for your advice about my staff, appreciate that. It does make sense, in a way...

P/P/S: Sapa nak main Wii? Jom!